Tagged: Time

You create time. Every day. From the get go, you decide when your day start and when it ends. You decide its pauses and rhythms. Your time is not everyone’s. It is yours. Worst punishment you can inflict on someone? Steal from that person the ability to decide on her/his time. This miracle can only exist because of your perceptions, your mind, your decisions. It is quite simply the paradox that fascinates me most.

1931 May 10 - Africa, Katanga, Albertville - the ferry, going Europe

1931 May 9 | Albertville, Back to Future Africa

Albertville. A flow of humanity, trucks and animals all running to or from the water in a cloud of diesel smokes and dust. She starts retreating towards the hotel. The humidity is cloying. Rising from the Lake, it mixes with laterite dust to pulverise into an airborne mist, and dissolves…

Suzanne's Time-lapse, from 1903 until 1991 | Transvaal Blue Skies

Suzanne’s Time-lapse

40 years ago, Claviers in the South of France. Suzanne sits in her chair in the living room. She sits straight upright. As always, as proper. 90 degree angle between spine and thighs, that is what Mother has said. No slouching. That is not ladylike! Rather more frighteningly, this is…

At the Edge of Reality

Doom diving from on high, whooshing past the balcony. Adjusting angle and speed for the perfect hit. No hesitation, no brakes, terminal velocity. Darting to and fro, like a loony woodpecker. Hovering an instant, blinking out of existence the next. Gravity? Flight envelope? Nah, one last wink over its shoulder...

Time Vortex in a Sunny Bedroom

Time Vortex in a Sunny Bedroom

Bed Wall Desk I lie. I stare. I read. Nothing in Nature is unbeautiful – Tennyson Desk Wall Bed I lie, eyes open. I stare, eyes open. I read. Eyes open. No price is too high to pay for the privilege of owning yourself. – Kipling Bed Balcony Desk I sit. I...

1949 Nice Airport | Neither the destination nor the journey

Neither the Destination, nor the Journey

I was born Here. That’s what I was repeatedly being told. Also, I lived Here because Here was best for everything. Primarily because the schools were really good. Of course, Elsewhere, it was warmer, nicer, cheaper, more colourful, and definitely more exciting, more interesting. Elsewhere was, in one word, better. That is...

You never go back | 1931 May 24 - Africa - Tanzania - Dar Es Salam - Departure of the MV LlandGibby Castle (later Juno LSI)

You Never Go Back

“You never enter the same river twice”  ~ Heraclitus the Obscure aka Heraclitus of Smyrna  That was tradition. It was their tradition. Theirs. They just knew each other’s exact thoughts as they happened: glimpses of Zanzibar, Dar-Es-Salam, Conakry… So many harbours, so many colours, so many times. They were standing side...

The Orange on the Dresser

My grandparents thought Christmas was too commercial. Their parents did too. How did they say it? With the story of the Orange on the Dresser. A European trope. It goes something like this: “We used to get only one orange on the 25th, you know, and we were grateful for...

Why i don't start smoking again

I miss my little Cloud of Despair, but it is Time to Stop Grieving

3 years later and I still miss smoking every single day. I miss the comforting little boundary of me-space that a cloud of smoke creates. Every now and then, I am asked why I stopped, why I did not stop earlier, or why I ever smoked in the first place....

Menhirs, Silent Witnesses Of Our Human History

Standing Stone. Aka menhir. A word that evokes moors, moss, lichen and mottled rock. Alone, in a line or in a circle. Standing in a clearing, hidden in a forest, or lying by a road, menhirs are everywhere in the world. Since centuries? No, for millennia. They are history, timelessness. Still,...

When The Past Becomes The Future

The Past used to be carefully curated, enshrined, slightly dusty gallery of exhibits. While we tend to mesh timelines, it is more and more an open-air mine of ideas, choices, opportunities. Wrongly done, it could become a sterile endless loop of recycled ideas, done right, we can create new elements by recombining the essence of the best of it. The Past could be the new future.