Now | The Last Reel
The last reel spools out. Silence falls.
This was a society that existed but no one remembered.
This was a society that existed but no one wanted to remember.
This was a society that was already forgotten even when it existed.
Category: TRANSVAAL BLUE SKIES – A True Story
This is a society that existed but no one remembers. A society that existed but no one wants to remember. Already forgotten even when it existed. A time between times, a world between worlds.They were my family, they lived there, they lived then. They went to Africa. And came back.
Transvaal Blue Skies is the true story of how, early last century, Suzanne moved to Africa and built her laager. A series of loose dots weaved in a chronological thread, wrapped into a story to be plucked and observed, heard and remembered, recognised and judged. Suzanne Dulière was my grandmother.
Forever | A Day in Panda
Time stretches and contracts again, breathing into an infinite loop of Yesterdays melting into Tomorrows without ever being Now. The veranda, a dimensional threshold: inside outside, and outside inside. The line between the Tame and the Wild, the Wild and the Tame. As above, so below. Paradise Lost, Found again.
1942 May | Becoming Mme Dulière of Panda
There is no time to remember, and even less need for it. What to record? Suzanne shapes, moulds, trims. The world the Old Photos showed? Private memories. If that. Moments to grow out of: we create new memories, arrayed in the living room, staged in the kitchen. Much better ones…
1942 April | Busanga, Death of The Old Forest
The iridescent haze vibrates in phase with the constant roar cascading down the slopes of the nearby hill. It is animal, primal. It is the crash of mighty waterfalls, the boom of excavations, the clang of titanic anvils and the screams of angry mobs. And it lasts until the Sun…
1941 June 30 | Kabinda, Between War and Peace
François still talks to Claude about the Nkudu head of Bétaré Oya. He should not. Dripping skulls and carcasses are not conversation topics for young girls, sorry, darling dearest dear. We do not live anymore on the Frontier, that Africa which now only exists in your mind. Remember? Times have…
1941 January 31 | On The Colonel Klobb To Congo
A shadow drifts above the timeline, a creeping sense of déjà-vu.
This is the sister-ship to the SS Baron Dhanis, in May 1931. Suzanne is in Kalemie once again. 10 years ago, only. 10 years ago, already. This had been their Africa, the Africa of the Tanganyika, of the Mutambala…
1941 January 21 | Off to Congo
François is Belgian, and, well, we are at war since a year and half ago. It used to be an administrative formality, an oddity even. But, with his employers, the CEM, headquartered in Paris on the wrong side of oceans, the Demarcation Line, trenches and U-Boats, it has become a…
1940 August 27 | Coup d’État in Douala
The team is 20 men: not Special Forces, nor even secret agents, just motivated volunteers, officers, NCOs and soldiers, high-ranking administrators and even 2 priests, Fathers Dehon and Pouille, to act as liaison. The British commander in Nigeria is dismissive of the ragtag band. But the British governor in Lagos…
1940 June 22 | France Capitulates, The Center Did Not Hold
When does a country die? When it loses its territory, its people, its institutions, its leaders? All of it? Part of it? France is a 1000 years litany of implosions, of losses, of separations: sliced by Carolingian infighting, partly sold to the Vikings, split up during the Hundred Years War…
1940 March | War Looms over Bangbel
War. Or something like it.
On every frontpage of the “Eveil du Cameroun”, whenever she can get her hands on it, that is. There, Suzanne can read the war updates, rendered in pretend-military language. It turns into a laundry lists of ships sunk, damaged, troops sent here or there…
