Tagged: Life

Life.. Mine will always be the dusty sunshine in primeval shadows, the essential humanity and its truths, the untold adventures and the forbidden mysteries. These keep me alive. These are truly alive. A world of infinite possibilities beyond mundane logics.

1937 Summer | Farming with a VENGEANCE | Transvaal Blue Skies

1937 Summer | Farming with a VENGEANCE

Cameroon, Mari River. It is drier than Katanga, more primal, rawer. The monkey crawls up to nestle in the crook of her elbow. Both hands tucked in her apron, Suzanne looks at the view. Their view. Later tonight, an exhausted François and his team will emerge from the treeline, after…

1937 January | Dead Drop | Transvaal Blue Skies

1937 January | Dead Drop

She will forever be, for any of them, the one that abandoned her child. She could never fix that, why even try?
“Life is a sh*t sandwich you bite every day.” ~ Suzanne Dulière, 1982, verbatim.

1931 November 15 | What Truly Matters | Transvaal Blue Skies

1931 November 15 | What Truly Matters

Caudéran looked somehow more dangerous than Congo. Well, wielding a 16 gauge shotgun, as she had done there, was not what the Polite Society expected. So, in with the glistening fence. She chides herself at the remark, dismissing any criticism. However amusing it sounded, you did not Want to Get…

1930s - Africa, Congo, Katanga, South Kivu, Ngandja - River and ground sampling - digging for gold

1930 May until April 1931 | Camp Modja, Digging for Gold

Once, the path to the office had been nothing more than a trail in the grass, a vague outline snaking towards the woods, the hills and the streams to explore. Now, weeks later, it was a grove dug by shuffling feet, brushing shoulders, careless spades and freshly sharpened machetes, sanded…

Suzanne's Time-lapse, from 1903 until 1991 | Transvaal Blue Skies

Suzanne’s Time-lapse

40 years ago, Claviers in the South of France. Suzanne sits in her chair in the living room. She sits straight upright. As always, as proper. 90 degree angle between spine and thighs, that is what Mother has said. No slouching. That is not ladylike! Rather more frighteningly, this is…

1918 - Africa - Rhodesia - Lusake - Ox train - the laager (AI coloured)

The Laager

Every evening in the savannah, it is the same. The roaming band has to organise for the night. A temporary shelter to protect itself from predators, animals or otherwise. As they move tomorrow, nothing too fancy, and mainly relying greatly on the individuals in the group. That was then, at...

At the Edge of Reality

Doom diving from on high, whooshing past the balcony. Adjusting angle and speed for the perfect hit. No hesitation, no brakes, terminal velocity. Darting to and fro, like a loony woodpecker. Hovering an instant, blinking out of existence the next. Gravity? Flight envelope? Nah, one last wink over its shoulder...

When Memories Become Unmemorable

When Memories Become Unmemorable

The last piece of furniture has been disposed of. It was the worms that got all of them. Some, most maybe, were 150 years of memories written in wood. Eaten through, shedding little showers of sawdust every now and then, when you nudged them. Hours, weeks, months spent to try...

Time Vortex in a Sunny Bedroom

Time Vortex in a Sunny Bedroom

Bed Wall Desk I lie. I stare. I read. Nothing in Nature is unbeautiful – Tennyson Desk Wall Bed I lie, eyes open. I stare, eyes open. I read. Eyes open. No price is too high to pay for the privilege of owning yourself. – Kipling Bed Balcony Desk I sit. I...

Aging Disgracefully - 1955 - Claviers, France - Suzanne, my grandmother (age 52)

Aging Disgracefully

Death and taxes. The only certainties, apparently. What about aging? Franklin forgot that one in his famous quote. Aging, a subtle and universal process that never stops: we love it at first, then forget about it for a few years, dread it and finally loathe it. Every morning in the...